Hello, my dear diary. Today is 21st of october, 2007 and i've never thought that some Kind of Bad stuff will happen to me in one year. I actually never thought that model weightloss will cause such big problems to me such as anorexia plus bulimia hybrid, Depression and suicidal thoughts. Everyday before i got into this Hospital for Psychos i was thinking that "im fine", i just "need to loose some weight because im sick of those 2-3 kilos that i gained". I really thought that im able to fight it by myself with no help from other people. From people who loved me the way i am, was and will be . And now im imprissoned in "diet and Depression" jail i've made by myself. Oh God, please help me to stay strong!
Over the weekend, I decided to meet up with friends. We agreed to meet near the park. As always I waited a long time. Once I found them, we went to buy ice cream. My friend Sasha dripped me on my favorite shirt. Everyone laughed. Then we walked through the park, talking, having fun, we went home. It was a good weekend with friends. ВОТ НА РУССКОМ: На выходных я решил встретиться с друзьями. Мы договорились встретиться около парка. Как всегда меня ждали долго. После того, как я их нашел, мы пошли покупать мороженое. Мой друг Саша накапал мне на мою любимую майку. Все смеялись. Потом мы гуляли по парку, общались, веселились, мы разошлись по домам. Это были хорошие выходные с друзьями.
